dear jeremy,

i've loved you so much all these years, and those feelings can't and won't ever leave this heart of mine. every time i am around you i want to let you know that i miss you so much and i really miss us. you are that someone, that special person that i could never deny my love for. i have made some really messed up choices and went down the wrong roads in our past and in our relationship, but i need you to know that because of all of those choices, i have made a turn for the better. i need you in my life, my arms, my heart, and in my world.

can you stop and think about the question i am about to ask you very hard? jeremy, i am asking for the opportunity to love you with all that i am now and all that i will be in the future. i don't want to continue living my life feeling empty and lonely any more. just the mention of your name is an instant smile, goose bumps, and a wish of us being together again. i still need you and i still would like to call you "sexy" as well as you to call me your "beav" again.

love always,

joleen